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what is up friends??
I've been on myspace so much i almost forgot about this thing. . . haha
:: UpDates ::
1. I'm 18 now. . . birthday was in january
2. i like someone new. . . actually a couple people
3. Erik and i are talking again. . .
4. still love him and miss him everyday
5. Dan Prisuta is back in my life and i want him to come home now
6. He loves me
7. My mom and her boyfriend annoy me
8. I hate valentines day
9. i want to go somewhere fun for spring break. . .
10. I feel like everytime i try to say something no one fucking cares and just ignores me
11. I'm tired of drama
12. Jessica and i are not friends anymore. . . which sucks and is stupid
13. I'm glad i have all my close friends like Harisa, Esther, and Clair... they are amazing
14. i dont like the snow.. but i like sledding
15. i want it to be fucking june already. . . |
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| I'm a myspace whore now.... sorry folks
oh and for a quiiiickkkkk update...
erik dumped me, and I'm single, and hate it a lot, and miss him every fucking day though i try not to.
hmm... kinda like someone butttt they send mixed messages andd lied...
kelly is home from the hospital
i'm cranky
and tired
want to do something christmassy... but no one wants to go with me...
have a lot of christmas shopping to do but need more money...
feel alone. . . and want my erik back. . . somebody save me |
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| its funny how something life changing can bring two people closer then ever
everything is going to be okay now... I'm not ever going to take Erik's and My relationship for granted ever EVER again. Yes there will be problems and challenges that him and i must face but we have to face them together. I don't ever want to loose him again. and i plan on never letting him leave me like that again...
He is my world... and without him i don't know how to live because he has become such a part of me. I dont ever want to let him go. We are going to make it no matter what anyone thinks or says about us. If you love someone and they love you then no opinion, thought, or other words matter. And I Love Erik.. I love him more then i have ever loved anyone before.
We have been together ( off and on of course but still together) for almost Two Years... TWO years... and I can't wait for more years to come. He completes me
I'm so happy he's comin home in exactly TWO weeks.. and is staying for NINE days!
Then he has to go back but after a week, I'm Going to CALIFORNIA to see him! I am so excited!
I Love You Erik... i will always be there and I will always and forever Love You |
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| Take the quiz: "What Alcoholic drink are you"
vodka
You like to party...but you dont know what your limit of drinking is.
too bad i fuckin dont like vodka cocksuckerrrrsssssssss hahahahah
yeahhhhh bad day but what else is new?
homecommin is comin this weekend... should be fuuunnn
blahhhh i hate lifeeeeeeee right now
fuuckk offfff |
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| so five days...it doesnt seem too far away. I can say that I'm nervous as hell and hope that next weekend will be amazing
oh i hope i hope
and only one day i have been back from the beach there is fucking drama. well i had so much fun wtih Jess last night and everyone despite that justin was there and i was a little nervous and tense. John and i talked for a long time... seems to be worked out again with us, just takin it really fucking slow. no relationship, just closer then we have been lately... then who knows...
and now school is like next week and i havent done any shoppin
Jessica you better come wiht me shoppin and all that shieet oh and i promise we will get cheetos and some good food next time... HAHA i love you, you made this summer the best everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr your my best friend <3 i love ya |
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